"NEW YORK, NEW YORK!!"

 “NEW YORK, NEW YORK!”

Caroline and I are back in Decatur after a two week trip to Baltimore, Providence, and New York.  Our daughter Susan drove us all around the Northeast, as we celebrated granddaughter Emma’s graduation from Brown and then went to visit New York City.  We were blessed to stay with Nancy Regalado Horwitz, sister of Margery Freeman.  Nancy’s apartment is in Greenwich Village, and she was such a gracious host, fixing us scrambled eggs and toast for breakfast each morning before we went out on our adventures for the day.  On Tuesday evening we rode the subway from 14th Street to 231st Street to eat supper with Margery and David Billings at their home in the Bronx.  The subway was full of different kinds of people, all heading home from work.  It was good to be with David and Margery again, especially since David and I had first experienced New York City in the summer of 1966.  We were grateful to see them each of our three days in New York.

Our first foray into the city took us into Brooklyn, where we had taken a Lyft to see Lafayette Avenue Presbyterian Church, the church that changed the lives of David and me.  Caroline, Susan, and I were greeted by LAPC’S administrative assistant Harriet Bodner – the pastor Emily Brewer was on vacation.  As we entered the building through the South Oxford Street entrance, I was flooded by so many memories of the place that changed my heart and my mind. We went into the sanctuary, which is currently not being used because some of the ceiling has fallen in.  The church will soon launch a capital campaign to do repairs to the sanctuary.  The sanctuary has many Tiffany stained glass windows, but in 1978,  a powerful, fluid mural was added to the sanctuary walls and ceiling.  It is called “Cloud of Witnesses,” and it was painted by Hank Prussing, who was around when David and I were summer staff members.  It is a collage of the people of the Fort Greene in which LAPC is located. 

As we walked through the sanctuary and some of the rest of the building, I felt the pangs and the possibilities of urban ministry that Caroline and I had experienced in our pastorate at Oakhurst.  Like Oakhurst, LAPC is an old building, constantly in need of repair but also with a center of a vibrant spiritual and social justice ministry.  It is the urban church at its best and at its neediest – congregations are shrinking, but funding is always needed.  Before I get in too lofty a space, we also went into the Jarvie Room, which was a gathering place for the summer staff in 1966 and 1967.  It was also the place where I had my first real romantic kiss – a young Black woman named Deirdre Jordan and I began a summer romance that at the time I hoped would last longer, but time and distance diminished our fervor.  Yet, it. was stunning and great at the time!

We left LAPC, ate lunch at a local diner, then took the subway back to 14th Street, where we went to Strand Books, which advertises itself as having 18 miles of books.  It was indeed overwhelming, but I managed to get out with only some postcards.  That night we ate supper at Nancy’s apartment with David and Margery and daughter Stella coming over – we had not seen Stella in many years.  It was great to catch up, and also to hear of Nancy’s impending birthday party – she will be 90 this month!

On Thursday we met Margery at the Guggenheim Museum in the Central Park, and we saw a powerful exhibit by Rashid Johnson called “A Poem for Deep Thinkers.”  It wound all around the spirals of the Guggenheim structure, and it is many kinds of media, with its emphasis being the glory and the struggles of being Black in American culture – look him up and check it out if you can’t get there in person.  Since Caroline had never been to Central Park, we took a quick walk through there, before taking a bus back to Nancy’s apartment in the Village, a long but relatively quick trek through late afternoon New York traffic.

That night we had a fine finish to our New York trip by joining David and Margery at the Majestic Theater in the Broadway district to see Audra McDonald star in the reprise of the play “Gypsy.”  She gave a stunning performance as the mother who seeks to drive her daughters into stardom, with one of them – Louise – becoming Gypsy Rose Lee.  Ms. McDonald has been nominated for a Tony Award for this performance, and though I have not seen any other performers, it is hard to imagine one better than hers.  After the play, we went to John’s Pizzeria with David and Margery to discuss the play and to reluctantly say good-bye to our good and longtime friends. Susan suggested that we take a cab back to Nancy’s, so that we could experience all of NYC’s modes of transportation – subway, train, bus, rideshare, and personal car.

New York City was a magical place to me in the summers of 1966 and 1967, and as I have written before, it changed my life forever.  Though some of the magic has dimmed over the years, in this visit, I still felt its call and its vision for a multicultural life seeking to move towards equity and justice.  I am grateful to Caroline and Susan, who suggested that we take a short trip into NYC on the way back from Providence.  It was good to be back in the Big City, the greatest in the world, according to many.

"ON CHANGING HEARTS AND MINDS"

 “ON CHANGING HEARTS AND MINDS”

Caroline, Susan and I attended Emma’s graduation from Brown yesterday, and it was a grand occasion!  I graduated from college in 1968, and the world has changed dramatically since then, so I’m wondering what Emma’s world will look like 50 years from now.  More on that another time.  

We are also heading for New York City on the way back from Providence to Baltimore, and thanks to our friends David Billings and Margery Freeman, we will be staying in a friend’s apartment while there.  My first trip to New York changed my life, and I want to share some of that journey in today’s blog.  David Billings and I went up to Brooklyn in 1966 to work in the summer program at Lafayette Avenue Presbyterian Church.  We had both been raised in the white supremacist culture of  Arkansas on the Mississippi River Delta. We had believed the lies of white supremacy because they had been taught to us by people whom we loved and trusted – our families, our churches, our schools.  Yet, we had been in college for almost 2 years, and we had both begun to believe that there was a deeper and wider world out there than our white supremacist worldview.  Lest our motives sound too noble, our main motivating factor was to get out of small town life for the summer and go to NYC to experience the excitement of the big city! 

Our summer at LAPC changed our lives.  It was there in 1966 that the hold of white supremacy began to be loosened in our hearts and in our perceptions.  The supervisors of the summer program were African-American, and many of our co-workers were African-American.  For a short while, we tried to hold on to the white supremacist beliefs that we brought with us, but that did not last very long.  Though we had grown up with African-Americans all around us in the neo-slavery South, we had never considered that they were human beings like us.  Our summer in Brooklyn in 1966 changed all of that.  It showed us why the segregation of neo-slavery was so important in maintaining white supremacy.   In Brooklyn, we worked with and were supervised by African-Americans, and it did not take long for us to recognize that they were human beings just like us.

I remember going a field trip to Prospect Park with the workers and students of the summer program.  As we walked from the subway station to the Park, and as I looked out over the rainbow coalition of our group, I thought to myself for the first time that I was experiencing a new world here, and that I was excited about it.  Later on that day, David and I shared some of these perceptions, and we discerned that we would not be able to go back home and pick up the mantle of white supremacy again.  We would have many more lessons to learn about the depth of racism in our own souls, but we made a huge step that summer at LAPC in Brooklyn.  We could no longer accept the white supremacy that we had been taught.  We were excited about that, but we also knew that it meant trouble for us – we could not go home again.  Just by returning South to our family and friends, we would be getting into some good trouble.  It was the beginning of our changing our hearts and minds from the white supremacy of the South to a larger and deeper vision of the humanity of all people.  It was the beginning of our working to seek to change that world of white supremacy into a world that valued diversity, equity and inclusion.

I later found out that this was part of LAPC’s history – they often hired young white adults from the South, seeking to show us a different way of life and a different way of perceiving ourselves and perceiving others.  It worked for David and me, and we have been trying ever since to work out a new way of life, and the  new way of being anti-racists in the world.  LAPC and NYC changed our lives forever, and for that we are profoundly grateful. 

As it often has in north American history, that power of white supremacy is trying to re-assert itself again, with the Trumpster leading the charge.  In these days when white supremacy has become fashionable again, let us remember who we are as children of God – siblings of all kinds of colors and sexual orientations and genders and economic classes and nationalities, all called to build a culture where al are valued and included.  So, let’s get to building that new world.

"BIG WEEK!"

 “BIG WEEK!”

Yesterday was Caroline’s and my 51st anniversary – a calm day compared to the great whirlwind and ado of our 50th anniversary last year.  We postponed our 50th a bit last year because our granddaughter Zoe was graduating from high school at Interlochen Arts Academy on the same weekend.  We went up for that grand occasion and had our 50th on June 22 at Hawkins Hall at Legacy Park in Decatur.  That building had previously been the dining hall for the former Methodist Children’s Home in Decatur.  We had a great time, with over 135 people attending, and many who could not come shared a video about us.  We then went on a 50th anniversary tour, stopping in Edisto Island, SC, then Norfolk, Virginia (where we had our first church together as a clergy couple), then to Baltimore, DC, and Pennsylvania.  We are grateful for Susan and David organizing it for us.  We got married on May 18 in 1974 because Caroline did not want to be a “June bride,” and I teased her at our 50th that after all these years, we were celebrating our 50th in June, not in May, so our wedding got connected to June after all.

We’re now about to head out on a similar tour, though this one will center on our granddaughter Emma’s graduation from college at Brown University in Providence, Rhode Island.  We’ll head to Baltimore for a day, and then we’ll drive with Susan up to Brown, where we’ll meet up with David, Erin, and Zoe (who has just completed her first year of college at the University of Colorado).  We’ll share an Airbnb, celebrate Emma’s hard work, and watch her graduate on Sunday, May 25.  Then David will get ready to be inducted into the American Academy of Science in DC before he and the family head off to Finland, where he will be doing some lectures on science education.  

    Caroline, Susan and I will make a stopover in NYC, for a few days.  Caroline has never spent much time there, so we’ll be tourists for a few days, thanks to Margery Freeman and David Billings, who have found a place for us to stay in the Village.  Caroline has a visit planned to the Statue of Liberty;  I want to see Lafayette Avenue Presbyterian Church in Brooklyn, which changed my life in 1966; and Susan has found a play for us to see – “Lights Out” about Nat King Cole’s final TV show.  So, a lot to see!

    It has been quite a ride over these 51 years for Caroline and me – many ups and downs, many joys, some struggles, but most of all a great adventure.  I’m now working on a book about our pioneering ministry as a clergy couple – we were the first clergy couple to serve in a local church in the former Southern Presbyterian Church. It is tentatively entitled “Better Together: Pioneers in Ministry and Partners in Marriage.”   It is fun (and sometimes painful) to revisit all those stories and streams in our lives together.  If you have stories, memories, insights about our ministry or our marriage, we’d love to hear from you – maybe they’ll appear in the book!  For now, I give thanks to Caroline for all her gifts to me and to so many others!

 

"DAVID BILLINGS!"

 “DAVID BILLINGS”

In mid-April, Caroline and I traveled to Baltimore to see Susan and to see the play that she directed at her university (UMBC).  The title of the play is “John Proctor Is the Villain,” an answer to Arthur Miller’s play “The Crucible,” from the early 1950’s.  It is quite a good play – indeed, the Broadway version has just been nominated for 7 Tony awards.  Susan was prescient, and Caroline and I are hip because we have seen this highly regarded play, as well as being proud of Susan for her fine direction of the play.

Several of our friends came down to see the play, including my long-time friend David Billings and his spouse Margery Freeman, who traveled down from the Bronx to see us and to see the play.  David and I were remembering that we had known one another for 70 years!  I remember meeting him in the 4th grade at segregated Helena Junior High School (it was 4th-8th grade at that time).  He had moved from McComb, Mississippi, leaving his family home to go west.  Over the years, we became good friends.  I was drawn to him by his mind, by his sense of humor, and by his kind heart.  He was a “regular” guy – liked sports and played them, dated a lot, was religious and a solid citizen, and like me, believed in white supremacy.  I was more on the periphery – shy, didn’t date much, believing in white supremacy, but wavering a bit as I hit high school.  We hit it off because of our love of ideas and because we knew that there was a deeper and wider world out there.  He also loved being around my mother, who encouraged our nascent free thinking.

We went off to college – David to Ole Miss, me to Rhodes (then Southwestern at Memphis) – but we stayed in close touch.  We both had experiences in our first year that began to break down the hold that white supremacy had on our hearts and our minds.  David loved history and literature, although he was a math stud as well.  I was a math whiz, but my heart leaped when I took a philosophy course.  I remember sitting at Nick’s Cafe in Helena with David during Christmas break of our college sophomore years.  We had both done hard physical labor the summer before, and we were determined to do something different in this upcoming summer.  It was 1966, and through various contacts, we ended up being accepted to work in a summer youth program at Lafayette Avenue Presbyterian Church in Brooklyn, and we were ecstatic!  New York!  Getting out of the South, getting out of small-town Arkansas – finding a new world.

It was a huge leap – I don’t know that either of us would have gone up to NYC without the other, but together we felt like we could do it.  Indeed, a few nights before our departure to Brooklyn, I almost backed out.  I had begun dating a young woman in Helena, and in my lack of experience, I dreamed that we were falling in love.  I did not want to leave Helena and risk losing her.  I remember sitting on the hood of David’s car on a summer night on a dirt road in the middle of a cotton field, telling David that I did not think that I could go to Brooklyn because of my love for the young woman.  David stepped up that night and convinced me to follow that dream that we had discovered earlier in the year.  If the love was true, he said, it would be there when I returned.  “Besides,” he added, “this is a chance of a lifetime to see a brand new world – in New York City!”

We did go to Brooklyn in that summer of 1966, and it changed our lives forever.  The shackles of white supremacy began to loosen their hold on us, and before we returned to Arkansas at the end of that summer, we acknowledged to one another that we could not go home again – we were not the same.  As I have written elsewhere (see my most recent book “She Made A Way: Mother and Me in a Deep South World”), when we came back to Helena, the whole world looked different.  We could no longer abide in the white supremacy that held us when we headed to Brooklyn, and for the next few years, David and I would be fellow pilgrims on a new journey towards liberation and wholeness – many miles to go before we slept, but on the journey, nonetheless.  David writes the story of his journey in his book :“Deep Denial: The Persistence of White Supremacy in United States History and Life” – if you haven’t read it, get it and learn from it.

David and I have remained friends and colleagues and comrades over many decades, and I’ll be writing this year about some of our journeys together – seminary days, Nashville and New Orleans, anti-racism work, Ole Miss football and Nellie Fox and the dreaded Yankees (how could a man of such insight be a Yankees’ fan?), writing days, and now in our latter years, looking back over lifetimes of friendship, engagement and encouragement, pushing and pulling, supporting and celebrating one another and our life together.  We’ll have a chance to visit again when Caroline, Susan, and I spend a few days in NYC in late May on the way back from granddaughter Emma’s college graduation.  I look forward to that, but for now, I want to say:  Thank you, David, for all your gifts to me and to so many others!

"MOTHER'S DAY"

 “MOTHER’S DAY”

Last summer, Wipf and Stock published my book on my mother and me, entitled:  “She Made A Way:  Mother and Me in a Deep South World.”  For Mother’s Day, here is a tribute to my mother from that book.  If you haven’t gotten your copy, please do so.  It will make a great Mother’s Day gift!  

    As I have noted before, I was raised by a single mom, Mary Armour Stroupe, and we lived with my great-great aunt Bernice Higgins (I called her “Gran.”) My father abandoned my mother and me for another woman when I was an infant, and I never met him again until I was 23 – he never contacted me or ever came to see me. 

    Though we lived in a patriarchal world in Helena, Arkansas, my mother escaped much of it because she worked as a beautician at Ted’s Beauty Shop in downtown Helena at the other end of Porter Street, about a mile from our house.  I don’t know how or when Mother started that job at Ted’s – she was there when my memories began.  In my younger days, I thought that it was owned by a man named “Ted,” but Mother let me know that it was named after the woman who owned it – Ted Bostick.  I can remember nothing else about Ted, but as I write this, I am just realizing that such female ownership reinforced the sense that beauty shops in the 1950’s were a woman’s domain, whether one was classified as white or Black.  No males, except salesman, were to be found in those beauty shops.  

    Ted’s was located in the Cleburne Hotel, which had been opened in 1905 and named after Confederate General Patrick Cleburne.  It had a colonial revival style with huge columns in the front, facing Cherry Street, the main downtown street.  In its youth, it was quite a grand place, near the railroad depot for travelers to stay, housing barber and beauty shops and other stores. I would often stop by Ted’s Beauty Shop on my way home from school.  It was a fascinating place to me – a woman’s world!  All women beauty operators, and all kinds of white women there, getting their hair done, getting pampered, getting listened to, getting a chance to share their stories and local gossip, getting a chance to exhale and be accepted without the censoring or lustful eyes of men to put them in their places.  

    It was a refuge from patriarchy, even though they were often getting their hair done and having themselves made up for their men (and other women).  When I would enter Ted’s, there was an intriguing set of smells wafting through the air, a mixture of perfume, shampoo, dyes, chemicals, hair spray, and cigarette smoke.  As a young boy, the women there - both operators and customers – would fawn over me, and I loved the attention.  Part of it was my relationship to Mother, and part of it was that in my childhood, I was still in my innocent youth, a young male fascinated by being allowed to enter this women’s world, not yet so tainted by the crushing patriarchy (and sexuality) that awaited them outside the confines of the beauty shop. 

    I remember when I was about 6 years old, waiting on our front porch for Mother to come home from work.  We had no car, and she had to walk a mile home from Ted’s after being on her feet all day.  I was waiting with great anticipation because I wanted her to play catch with me, to toss the baseball around with me.  I remember feeling excited when I saw her - in her white beautician’s uniform and heavy white shoes - climb the big hill on Porter Street, now only about a block from our house.  I would run up to her and say, “Mama, let’s play catch!  I’ve been waiting a long time.”  I do not ever remember her saying to me: “Nibs, I’m just too tired. Let’s do it another day.”  My memory of her is that she always said “Yes, Nibs, let’s do that – let me change out of my uniform, and we’ll throw the ball around.”  

    I never realized what I was asking of her until I had my own kids – how tired she must have been, how stressed out she was with our tenuous financial situation, how she likely longed to sit down for a while and put her feet up.  Later in her life, I asked her if she ever said “No” to me when I asked her to play catch right after work, and she said: “Of course – often I was just too tired.”  I am intrigued that I do not remember those times – my memories are focused on the “Yes,” not the “No.”

       And, that’s how I remember my mother – the one who stayed, the one who loved me, the one who gave me life.  I know that some people have trouble with the idea of Mother’s Day – bad relations with their mothers, the sentimentalism and commercialization of Mother’s Day, those women unable to have children – but for me, it is an opportunity to say “Thank you” to my mother, to Gran, and to all the other women who provided mothering love to me.  It is also a reminder that all of us, regardless of our gender identity, are called to share that mothering love with one another – comforting, enduring, challenging, nurturing.  Let us be mothers one to the other.

"EARTH DAY"

 “EARTH DAY”

This year marks the 55th anniversary of the official beginning of Earth Day.  I remember when Earth Day was officially recognized in 1970.  It had been semi-officially started in 1969 by Iowa native and later Californian John McConnell.  Senator Gaylord Nelson of Wisconsin got it going nationally by calling for a country-wide teach-in on the environment on April, 22, 1970, using the model of the teach-ins against the Vietnam war.  It caught on, and I remember that Caroline and I started observing it in worship in our church in Norfolk in 1976.  As we all know now, we are at a crucial point in the earth’s life, and many think that it is already too late.  I prefer to think that we still have a chance, and in that mindset, I’m sharing a poem by Mary Oliver that may us shift our way of thinking about the earth and all of creation.  It’s called “The Sun.”  The last lines describe Trump and his transactional henchpeople.

“THE SUN”

Have you ever seen

anything

in your life

more wonderful

than the way the sun,

every evening,

relaxed and easy,

floats toward the horizon

and into the clouds or the hills,

or the rumpled sea,

and is gone–

and how it slides again

out of the blackness,

every morning,

on the other side of the world,

like a red flower

streaming upward on its heavenly oils,

say, on a morning in early summer,

at its perfect imperial distance–

and have you ever felt for anything

such wild love–

do you think there is anywhere, in any

language,

a word billowing enough

for the pleasure

that fills you,

as the sun

reaches out,

as it warms you

as you stand there,

empty-handed–

or have you too

turned from this world–

or have you too

gone crazy

for power,

for things?

"RESURRECTION!"

 “RESURRECTION!”

We are in the season of Resurrection. Easter was yesterday, and whether or not you believe that Jesus of Nazareth was raised from the dead after he was given the death penalty by Rome, the power of Resurrection still speaks to all of us.  The power of the Resurrection is not so much what happens to us when we die.  The power of the Resurrection is that we are offered the opportunity to experience new life now, to see life and ourselves and others in a new way.  

In this sense, Resurrection is always contemporary, because we are always in captivity.  Those of us seeking liberation can use the power of Resurrection as a metaphor for helping us to find new life and new vision.  In this time when Trump would be king, it is sometimes hard to feel and to experience the power of Resurrection.  There is a hopeless malaise hanging over us, like an early morning fog that robs us of our ability to see clearly.  Indeed, that is what Trump wants – for us to give up and give in to his move for imperial power.  

In this kind of time, let us recall those first followers of Jesus, who felt the power and vision of Resurrection.  They lived under the oppressive power of imperial Rome, and they were so unimportant that no Roman historian recorded their names or their actions or their histories.  They could have been crushed at any time by Rome – they had very little agency in regard to political power.  When the word first began to spread about the Resurrection, Rome did not tremble or even notice – another little sect with some weird theory.  

    Yet, even Rome would yield to the power of Resurrection.  Several hundred years later, Emperor Constantine adopted Christianity as the religion of the Empire.  This was not a good development for Christianity, but it did show the lasting power of Resurrection, once it takes hold.  Many Christians were tortured and executed by Rome, but still they kept coming – they still were driven by the power of Resurrection.  It’s sort of like the Freedom Riders on the buses into the South in the early 1960’s.  Even after all the violence and deals and orders to stop the Freedom Rides, they kept coming – no one could stop them.  They were inspired and fired by Resurrection, and they grabbed hold of that vision and kept riding it.

    In John’s version of the Resurrection in John 20, Mary Magdalene comes alone to the tomb of Jesus to anoint his dead body for burial.  The body is gone, however, and she thinks that the body is stolen.  Later in the passage, she sees the risen Jesus standing right in front of her, but she does not recognize him.  She sees him and talks with him, but she does not recognize him, because she is captured by the power of death.  She is not looking for life because her perceptual apparatus belongs to death.  She finally recognizes the risen Jesus when he calls her name:  “Mary.”  Then her eyes are opened, and her heart leaps.  She runs to tell the other disciples: “I have seen the Lord!”  Rome and men still rule over her body, but now she has a new vision of herself and of life.  She is fired up – she has seen the Lord!  Indeed, Mary Magdalene is the primary witness to the Resurrection – she is the only witness mentioned in all four Gospel accounts.

    Her witness now seeks viability in our time, too.  We live in a scary and dangerous time, and for many of us, the great experiment in democracy (flaws and all) now seems in deep peril.  We don’t know what the longing-to-be-king Trumpster will do next, but Resurrection gives us promises about our lives and about life itself.  We are promised that the final word in each of our lives and in all of our lives is not death, but rather life and love.  We are also promised that the Spirit will not fail us, that even in these dismal days, God is moving and shaping possibilities for life and love and justice.  

    Our calling in this season of Resurrection is to acknowledge that like Mary Magdalene, we are captured by the power of death – in these Trumpian days, that acknowledgment is not a far stretch.  Despair has us in its grip, and it is difficult to recognize the work of God that is moving among us.  Like Mary, let us listen for our names being called, and let us hear them and respond as Mary did.  Let us be witnesses for a different view of life, a different understanding of what it means to be a human being.  And, let us join Mary in sharing the stunning news of Resurrection: “We have seen the Lord!”

"LONGING FOR LOVE, BUT BELIEVING IN DEATH"

 “LONGING FOR LOVE, BUT BELIEVING IN DEATH”

On Palm Sunday, 1865 (April 9 that year), General Robert E. Lee surrendered the Army of Northern Virginia to Union General Ulysses S. Grant at Appomattox, Virginia, and the Civil War, which began in April of 1861, began to come to a close. There was relief and celebration in DC and in the North (and to some in the South), but by Good Friday, that relief would turn to shock and horror when President Abraham Lincoln was assassinated – he would die the next day.  It was a stunning Holy Week that year.

The biblical Holy Week begins on a note of triumph and expectation.  Jesus of Nazareth, the great healer and wise teacher, is entering Jerusalem during Passover in a politically charged atmosphere.  His followers celebrate him – they have experienced love and healing and a new vision of what life can be.  They are fired up, and who can blame them?  Can this be the time that Jesus will overthrow Rome and reform the Temple? 

           The Roman governor Pontus Pilate has left his comfort in the villa on the Mediterranean Sea and has paraded into Jerusalem with his imperial army – coming to quell any thoughts of seeking liberation by Jewish folk during the Festival of Passover.  These two leaders of very different parades do not know each other, when Jesus enters Jerusalem on the first day of the week.  Their paths will intersect soon, however, and things have never been the same since their engagement with one another.

       These early days of April seem to justify why T.S. Eliot called April “the cruelest month” – so many assassinations and executions.  Jesus, killed on Good Friday.  Abraham Lincoln, shot on Good Friday and dying the next day.  Martin Luther King, Jr., assassinated in Memphis 57 years ago on April 4.  The death that closes out Holy Week seems to abide in all places and in all ages.  The followers of Jesus enter Jerusalem longing for love, believing in love, but finding death.  Jesus executed, Lincoln shot down, MLK shot down, children shot down, women disappeared.  Holy Week begins in excitement and anticipation but ends in death, despair and flight – the world indeed seems dominated by death.

    Holy Week shows us the drama of our lives – we long for love, but we believe in death.  We want to believe in this Jesus of Nazareth, but the world seems so much with us, a world dominated by corrupt and egotistical leaders, a world that believes in the power of violence and death.  Holy Week walks us squarely into the midst of this struggle – no fading away here, no sentimentality allowed.  Holy Week looks squarely at one of the most difficult truths of our lives:  we long for love, but we believe in death.  Holy Week asks us to sit with this uncomfortable truth this week – to think about our visions lost or visions diminished, about our hopes being dashed, to think about our compromises that make us gradually lose hold of our dreams and hopes.  Holy Week asks us to stay with that process in our own lives and in the life of the world.

    This belief in death, this yielding to death is so powerful, and it even enters into the incredible story of God with us.  Holy Week asks us to remember that process, to acknowledge it even now.  This power of death is not the end of the story, but it is a central pivoting point of The Story and of our story.  We won’t be left wailing at the Cross, but we are asked to acknowledge that we are, indeed, there when they give Jesus the death penalty.

"THE RESISTANCE"

 “THE RESISTANCE”

Caroline and I were privileged to be among the 30,000+ people who marched through Atlanta on Saturday and gathered at Liberty Plaza across the street from the Capitol to join in the “Hands Off” protest against the Trumpster tricks and his move to crush history and dissent.  As we got on MARTA at the East Lake station, we were glad to see longtime friends gathering too.  When the MARTA train pulled into the station, it was almost full, burgeoning with protesters going down to the rally.  We saw that repeated at the next stations.  It was reminiscent of our going to the Obama inauguration in 2009.  We got on the Red line at Siver Springs at 5:30 AM, and as we came to various train stops, people were pouring in to go to the inauguration in 20 degree weather.  One big difference, though – at the 2009 gathering, there was excitement and hope and joy.  Yesterday, there was excitement that so many people were showing up, but we were fueled mostly by anger, disgust and determination.

There were many great speakers at the “Hands Off” rally.  Some made the contrast between wanting to tell the Trumpsters to keep their hands off the hard-earned rights that we have, while urging us at the same time to be “hands on” in engaging and resisting the movement to repress, oppress, and suppress that the Trumpster is leading.  As I wrote in an earlier blog about Lenten practices, we are called to engage, to resist, and to work to regain the vision of justice and equity in our culture. If you don’t remember those practices, go back to the March 3rd Blog on “Lent and Trumpism” to review them.

As the speakers wove their stories of anger and determined resistance, one thread stood out to me.  Andrea Young, director of the ACLU of Georgia, spoke of who we should be listening to.  She also added this line:  “And of course I will not be listening to or bowing down to a white man who grew up in South Africa under apartheid.”  And, yes, Elon Musk did grow up in the apartheid regime, and with that background, he is rooted in the white supremacy that he and the Trumpster are trying to restore in its inglorious dimensions.

There was energy, passion, longing, and deep anger in those who marched and rallied and spoke yesterday.  It looks like this was repeated all over the country, with estimates of 5 million people turning throughout the country.  And, we will need that energy and passion to be able to provide resistance to the Trumpster’s move to reinstate white, male supremacy in every corner of the USA.  He has the power, and he is using it as much like a king as we will let him.

It was heartening to see so many people, so many different ages, so many different skin colors, so many different orientations – the “Hands Off” rally was good for that.  As Caroline noted, there were older folks like us who had clearly been marching for a long while, and there middle and high school students and other younger folk who were just starting out their marching career. Caroline remembered that her first march was against the Vietnam War in downtown Atlanta in May, 1970, after the USA had invaded Laos and Cambodia.  My first march was in the fall of 1966, when I marched against the Vietnam War while I was a junior in college.  That next spring I would help to organize a march against Gammons Steakhouse because they would not admit a Black student from Southwestern.  So, think back in your own life – what was your first march for justice?  If you’ve never been on a march, why not?  This, especially, is the time to do it!  We must all find ways to resist this current administration and its anti-democratic work.  It is time to speak up and act up before that too becomes illegal.

"O, Pioneers!"

 “O, PIONEERS!”

I want to conclude this Women’s Herstory Month with a glimpse into the pioneering work of the great Caroline Leach.  Many universities and other groups studied Oakhurst Presbyterian Church when Caroline and I were pastors there.  They came to learn from Oakhurst how to do interracial and community ministry from a church that had almost died in the early 1980’s, after losing 90% of its membership over 15 years.  One of the groups who studied us was Dr. Charles Foster, faculty at Candler School of Theology at Emory University.  He and his graduate student Ted Brelsford, studied us for two years, and they published a book on their findings called “We Are Church Together: Cultural Diversity in Congregational Life.”  In that book, they described Caroline this way as they studied the church:

“Caroline, Nibs’s spouse and Oakhurst’s associate pastor, greets us also.  Caroline is striking and friendly in this setting.  For the most part, I have seen and heard of Caroline before primarily in her capacity as minister of outreach: challenging the status quo at school board meetings; taking commissioners to task for feeble and discriminating housing policies; advocating for the community health center, drug addicted children, illiterate adults, low income parents.  This morning she is not carrying those burdens.  She seems excited and buoyant.  She is delighted to meet my family and eager to make us feel comfortable.” 

Caroline did bring that “can do” spirit to our ministry together, which started in Norfolk, Virginia in 1975.  Sometimes, I would be Eyeore to her Christopher Robin, to borrow from the Winnie the Pooh stories.  Perhaps she got that from her encounter with all the male systems which sought to tell her “no.”  When she came to Columba Seminary in 1971, she was one of five women students there.  Some of the male students would accost her on campus to read to her from the Bible, especially using the Pauline gospels which seemed to denigrate women.  When she went to seminary, she was not intending to be ordained as a pastor – she was there to become a Christian educator.  Yet, the strong male resistance to her presence convinced her that only by becoming an ordained pastor would she have the power and the strength to resist such pressure and to find ways to thrive as a daughter of God.

That same resistance continued as she neared graduation from seminary – the office of student support told her that they would not refer her or the two other women students to interview with churches who were seeking a pastor.  Was this because they were unfit as a pastors?  No, they were highly qualified pastors.  Their resistance came from their gender – women were not supposed to be pastors in churches.  Leave that to the men, please.  Through her connections, Caroline found a campus ministry position at Georgia Tech, through the gracious invitation of Woody McKay, the senior campus minister there.  The number of women students at Tech was growing, and he had the wisdom to discern that he needed a woman pastor on the staff to take the lead in offering ministry to the women students.

Atlanta Presbytery was not thrilled that Caroline and other women were beginning to hear God’s call to them to become ministers.  Caroline was the second woman to seek ordination in Atlanta Presbytery, and she had a hard time getting to that opportunity.  Though she had grown up in Central Presbyterian Church in Chattanooga, Tennessee, and had been all over the church in terms of participation and leadership and service, the elders there decided that they could not sponsor her to be a candidate for ministry because they did not believe that God could possibly call women to be pastors.  Although she was deeply hurt by this rejection by her home church, she was not to be denied.  During her seminary years, she worshipped at Central Presbyterian in Atlanta.  She sought help from Reverend Randy Taylor, who was the senior pastor there, and he welcomed her into candidacy for the ministry.

After jumping through many hoops and leaping (sometimes crawling) over many obstacles, she was finally approved for ordination to the ministry by Atlanta Presbytery.  In June, 1973, she was ordained as a pastor, holding the ceremony at Georgia Tech.  She was the 21st woman ordained as a pastor in the former Southern Presbyterian Church. If you haven’t noted already, she is the senior pastor in our family by two years.

In many ways, Caroline and a few other women helped to blow open the locked and shut doors, which sought to bar women from entering ministry.  She had to come through many dangers, toils and snares in order to make it into ordained ministry as a pastor, and to help pave the way for future women who heard God calling their names.  I give thanks for Caroline’s gifts to me and to so many others in this pioneering spirit and in her determined (and yet buoyant and excited) ministry.

"AN ORDINARY PERSON FROM SHILOH METHODIST CHURCH"

 “AN ORDINARY PERSON FROM SHILOH METHODIST CHURCH” 

(This is an excerpt from Nibs’ article in the Mar/Apr, 2024 issue of Hospitality)

In 2021 Joan Browning gave a speech in West Virginia which gave a capsule of her history and her times:

“Sixty years ago, we Freedom Riders challenged a reluctant United States federal government to enforce sacrificially obtained Supreme Court rulings and Interstate Commerce Commission orders.  White supremacist state governments, that were elected by refusing the right to vote to African American citizens, said of those federal rulings: “You and what army will make us obey?”  Four hundred and thirty-six of us in 62 small groups enlisted in that army.  As historian Raymond Arsenault wrote, Freedom Riders “appeared to court martyrdom with a reckless regard for personal safety or civic order.  None of the obstacles placed in their path – not widespread censure, not political and financial pressure, not arrest and imprisonment, not even the threat of death – seemed to weaken their commitment to nonviolent struggle.”

Joan Browning was one of the foot soldiers in that army, beginning when she was 18.  How did she come to do this?   Was she a fire-breathing Northerner, come down to rescue the Black folk of the South?   No, she was a child of the South, born in 1942 to a farming family in Wheeler County, Georgia.  Her mother sewed the clothes that her seven siblings and Joan wore from flour and chicken-feed sacks.  When she was 8, her family became the first in the neighborhood to get electricity, first to get a telephone.  She grew up in the die-hard white supremacy of her time – neo-slavery governor Eugene Talmadge’s farm was only 4 miles away.  

  She was raised as a Christian, and she and her family were guided by the Micah 6 prophecy:  “do justice, to love kindness, and  walk humbly with your God.”  She was raised in her daddy’s Shiloh Methodist Church.  The launching of Sputnik in 1957 had stirred her to want to become a scientist/engineer to help the USA catch up in the space race.  She longed to go to Georgia Tech, but in 1958 it did not accept women (or Black people).  She ended up going to Georgia State College for Women (GSCW) in Milledgeville in the summer of 1958 – it is now Georgia State College and University.  

She liked the academics of college, but she felt out of place in Milledgeville, missing her family, her church, and the community in which she grew up.  Browning was a dedicated churchperson, and she attended the whites-only Milledgeville Methodist Church.  She found that it was too large and cold, and she missed her rural, family church.  She also resented that as a young white Southern lady in training, she had to wear the girdle, garter belt and stockings and hats and gloves mandated for church attendance.  She began seeking retreats for herself and found a spot near campus where she could read and meditate.  It was in close proximity to Wesley Chapel African Methodist Episcopal Church, and she shared the retreat space with eleven year old Cassandra Mency, who introduced Joan to her father, Reverend T. Leander Mency.  They began having conversations, and soon Reverend Mency invited her to worship at his church.  In the autumn of 1960, she began attending his church with another white friend Faye Powell.  Here she found what she had desperately been seeking:  vibrant worship, a sense of community, and a genuine welcoming place. 

Unknowingly, however, she had crossed the white dividing line that had a taboo against white people and Black people worshipping together.  The president of GSCW called her into his office – his name was Dr. Robert E. Lee – and he warned her strongly against going to the AME church, indicating that 1960 was not yet the time to cross such a racial barrier.  He told her that her continued attendance there would likely result in her being expelled from the college and harm to the Mency family, possibly even the burning of Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Church.  Browning was flabbergasted – what was her offense?  Dr. Lee indicated that such racial boundaries could not be crossed, and he ordered her and Faye to cease attending the Black church.

Rather than submitting, she upped her game.  She began attending reconciliation conferences at Paine College, and while she was there, she participated in sit-ins in Augusta.  Word got back to GSCW, and she was forced to withdraw from the college or be expelled.  She enrolled part-time at Georgia State College of Business Administration (now Georgia State University), and she began working at Emory University.  While in Atlanta, she discovered the Student Non-Violent Coordinating Committee (SNCC) and joined with them. Later that year, Jim Forman asked her to sign up for the Freedom Rides – this one from Atlanta to Albany.  She agreed to do it. 

In December 1961, she boarded the train in Atlanta with the integrated Freedom Riders group, and when they arrived in Albany, there were police officers waiting for them, and for the first time in her life, Joan Browning would spend time in jail, the only white woman arrested in the Albany Freedom Ride.   She was released after 24 hours, then jailed two days later for five long days.  She went to a rally at Mr. Zion Baptist Church, and she looked around in awe – the Black sanctuary was filled to overflowing.  She was asked to speak, and she noted how lonely she had been in jail but how good it was: “It’s a funny, mixed up feeling to hate being in a dirty place---but to be glad you’re there for a good reason.  We hope that you’ll keep it going.”

The sit-ins and the Freedom Rides were part of the body of civil rights work that Joan Browning developed.  She lived in Atlanta for a while, then the north Georgia mountains, then to the mountains of West Virginia, where she now lives in a doublewide mobile home on a hillside.  Ever the warrior and witness, she had these words to say in early 2023 on an op-ed piece for the Charleston Mail-Gazette:

“Now, I speak as an ordinary citizen and challenge students and others who consider themselves ordinary to see themselves as living lives of purpose, of grabbing what the Rev. Martin Luther King Jr. described as the “moral arc of the universe” and help bend it more toward justice.  I try to convey to citizens and students alike that even those who consider themselves as “ordinary” citizens can make a difference. My work has been recognized and honored with a long list of awards and appointments.

But now, all that many others and I are doing — and have done — is in danger of being erased as legislatures around the country, including in West Virginia, try to stifle discussion of those parts of America’s past.  For the first time in those 3 1/2 decades of speaking about the Freedom Rides, I have had two presentations cancelled because leaders in those states had issued an edict forbidding the discussion of race, diversity, equality or inclusion.

It seems that the West Virginia Legislature, through the proposed Anti-Racism Act of 2023 and other legislation, also intends to forbid me to speak about being an ordinary person who, by going on a Freedom Ride, helped take down those illegal, discriminatory signs and also inspire other ordinary citizens to help make this a better place for all of us.”

West Virginia did not pass the Anti-Racism Act (though it has returned in 2025), and witnesses like Joan Browning helped to derail it.  Browning’s life and witness remind us that we are all called out of our “ordinariness” to be extraordinary witnesses.  Let us find our places in this great cloud of witnesses.  

"DADDY'S HOUSE"

“DADDY’S HOUSE”

Several weeks ago when I preached at Antioch AME Church in Stone Mountain (via Reverend Vandy Simmons), I was privileged to meet many great people.  One of them was a Black woman named Mildred J. Mills, who bought a copy of my book “She Made a Way.”  She also gave me a copy of her book “Daddy’s House: A Daughter’s Memoir of Setbacks, Triumphs and Rising Above Her Roots.”  She indicated that our backgrounds were very similar. 

I read “Daddy’s House,” and it is a remarkable story.  Ms. Mills was one of seventeen children born to her parents in rural Alabama, in the early 1950’s. She describes it this way in the beginning of her book: “I was the third of Abraham and Mildred Billups’s seventeen children, born in Wetumpka, Alabama – a small, dusty community in the sticks of Elmore County.  Our white cinderblock house sat at the dead end of a red dirt road that ran straight through the woods at the butt end of the earth.”

Her book is the story of her wrestling with the demons in her life – racism, sexism, poverty, and a domineering and violent father.  She made the decision early on to find a way to get out of the oppression of rural Alabama during neo-slavery days, and the beginning of her book is her wavering at the front of her house as an 18 year old, right before she is to make the trip north to a college in Ohio.  She knows that she stands at the precipice of a monumental decision, and she decides to go.  Like the journey of Odysseus, she encounters many twists and turns, and she encounters her own share of monsters, as did the mythical traveler.  

Born in 1951, she grew up in a rural and racist and neo-slavery South.  One unusual aspect of her life is that though her family was poor, her parents owned the land on which they lived.  That rootedness gave her a sense of place and stability that many Black families did not have in the South.  The menacing white presence was always there, but her daily life was lived in the necessity of producing crops that her family could use to make money to live on. 

She and her siblings did the many chores on the farm that made it a viable place, especially picking cotton.  As one of the older sisters, she helped to raise her younger siblings, and they all lived in fear of her volatile father, who dominated her mother and who used the rod whenever he thought that it was necessary – and he seemed to think that it was necessary a lot.  That same dominating spirit, however, made him a formidable force who white people left alone.  In an earlier era, he might have been targeted for lynching, but like Ida B. Wells, his persona was so fierce that he exuded the mantra: “if you come for me, I’m taking as many of you with me as I can.”

     Ms. Mills encountered many obstacles on her journey, as she struggled to free herself from some of the cement blocks that sought to weigh both her body and her spirit down.  She was used and abused, but through it all, she found a way to make a way out of no way.  Throughout her fine book, she weaves the complexities of her life and her journey into an epic tale.  As I told her when we talked about her book, “I can’t believe that you made it out.  What an iron resolve you had.”

Ms. Mills recently interviewed me on her podcast “My Cotton Patch Moment,” and it will air on March 18.  Here is the link to it:  https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/my-cotton-patch-moment/id1676455331

During the interview, she noted that I was the first white person who she had ever encountered who would admit that they had racism in them.  We talked about how important it was to people classified as “white” to be able to deny the existence of racism, especially racism in each of us as individuals.  As my long-time friend David Billings put it in his fine book, we are in “deep denial.”

I thoroughly enjoyed meeting Ms. Mills, in reading her book, and in our conversation in the podcast.  I look forward to getting to know her better and to learning from her.  In the meantime, find her fine book “Daddy’s House, and get ready for an intriguing (and harrowing) story.

 

"WHO IN THE HELL IS DIANE NASH?"

 WHO IN THE HELL IS DIANE NASH?

            No, it is not Donald Trump attacking another woman.  It was the question that Attorney General Robert Kennedy asked John Siegenthaler, his federal liaison in the South, in 1961.  Kennedy had heard that his carefully negotiated ending of the Freedom Rides was coming apart because this woman was sending volunteers from Nashville to “get on the bus.”  John Lewis and James Farmer and others had originated the Freedom Rides in DC, but their bus had been firebombed in Anniston, Alabama, and the other bus riders beaten severely in Birmingham.  Their offense?  They rode together as black and white folk on busses across the South.  Kennedy had negotiated with the governors of Alabama and Mississippi to prevent violence in exchange for delaying the Freedom Rides.  Diane Nash and others had different ideas – they did not look to the government for their moral centers.  They looked to themselves and to the community.  Students poured in to continue the rides, and many others did too, and it worked!  

            Who is Diane Nash?  It is a good question, because not many people have heard of her, but for almost a decade, she was one of the powerful and creative leaders of the Civil Rights Movement.  She was an African-American born in Chicago in 1938,  who came South to Fisk University in Nashville for college.  There she met Rev. James Lawson, John Lewis, Bernard Lafayette, Jim Bevel and others.  Although she was not necessarily non-violent, she attended Rev. Lawson’s sessions in Nashville and was surprisingly elected to head the group.  From there, she was one of the leaders of the student sit-ins in Nashville, the Freedom Rides, the Birmingham campaign in 1963, Mississippi Freedom Summer in 1964, the Selma campaign in 1965.  There are many stories about her – she’s still living, so “google” her if you want more info on her (and I hope that you do!)  An excellent sourcebook for her and other women civil rights leaders is “Freedom’s Daughters” by Lynne Olson, and as always “Eyes on the Prize” by Juan Williams and Henry Hampton.

            Of the many stories about her, one stands out for me.  In 1962 she had been arrested in Mississippi for recruiting high school and college students to work in the model of non-violent mass protest against legal segregation.  She was convicted of encouraging the youth to violate the state’s segregation laws, and she was sentenced to two years in prison.  She appealed the sentence, but in the spring when she was 5 months pregnant, she announced to the judge that she would abandon her appeals and go to prison to affirm her previous “jail, no bail” policy.  She told the judge: “I can no longer cooperate with the evil and corrupt system of this state.  Since my child will be a Black child, born in Mississippi, whether I am in jail or not, he will be born in prison.”  Prescient words for the kindergarten-to-prison pipeline that continues to exist today.  The judge begged her to continue her appeal, but the reply came: “Judge, you don’t understand Christianity – all the early Christians went to jail.”  The judge replied: “Maybe so.  But they weren’t all pregnant and twenty-one.”  In the end, Diane Nash served only ten days.  The judge refused to implement the earlier sentence – he didn’t want any more martyrs.

            Who is Diane Nash?  Why was such a giant almost forgotten?  Well, it is complicated, but the bottom line is that most of the women leaders of the Civil Rights Movement were almost forgotten, even as Ida Wells was almost forgotten, because of the patriarchy that is in all of us.  But, thank goodness, the stories of her leadership and that of others are being revived.   Of the many lessons of her witness, here are three that are helpful in this time of growing injustice.  First, she did her homework.  She had not intended to become a leader in the Civil Rights Movement, but when she was confronted with injustice, she waded in to the fight.  She went to workshops; she learned non-violence; she found her voice.  Second, she believed in the power of community – no lone rangers allowed – the people must organize and work together.  Third, she did not wait on the patriarchy or the government or the powers that be – she listened to the cries of injustice and found allies and acted.  May we find our voices and get into action too.

If you want more info on the Nashville movement, a good place to start is “The Children” by David Halberstam.  More info on the Freedom Rides?  Start with “Freedom Riders” by Richard Arsenault.

"LENT AND TRUMPISM"

 “LENT AND TRUMPISM”

The Season of Lent begins this week on Ash Wednesday, March 5.  It is a season of reflection, action and purpose as Christians prepare for the climactic events of Holy Week when Jesus of Nazareth is executed by the Roman empire because he was seen as a threat to their order.  It is a season when we are reminded of our captivity to the powers of racism, sexism, materialism, militarism,  homophobia, and others. 

This season can come none too soon for those of us in American society, where Trumpism culture seems to be in its triumphant mode.  The first six weeks of the second Trump administration have demonstrated that he means to be emperor this time, and that his minions will carry out his orders, which seek to drag us back to a time when everybody acknowledged what white men should be in charge of everything,  He has shown us his scorched earth policy, both literally in regard to the environment and figuratively in regard to human rights.  Though he is not yet the Roman emperor type, he aspires to be, and his policies seem hell-bent on destroying any small gains in terms of equity and inclusivity.

It is a very old story in American history, where we must always confront our original sin:  the development of the system of race in order to justify slavery, in order to justify the idea espoused by those classified as “white” – those classified as “colored”or “non-white” were not quite the human beings that “white” people are.  This split in the categories of humanity allowed the slavers to hold other human beings as slaves, all the while heralding the idea of equality and all the while calling ourselves “Christians.”  It allowed my generation in neo-slavey times to maintain an iron, oppressive hold on those classified as “Black.”  Many dedicated freedom fighters made it possible to destroy neo-slavery with the passage of the Voting Rights Act of 1965.  But, whenever some progress is made in American history to move us towards the ideal of equality, there is a reaction among white people that calls out leaders and demagogues, who seek to take us back to the days of white supremacy.

We are in one of those reactive times now, though the Trumpster seems to bring an especially virulent strain of this deadly power.  In this season of Lent, we are asked – indeed, it is demanded – to find ways to resist this captivity, to resist this magnetic pull back towards white supremacy.  Most of the Lenten practices over history have emphasized giving up something in a fast for Lent.  I want to suggest that in this Lenten season in 2025, that we dedicate ourselves to at least five practices that will steel us and fire us for the hard days to come.

First, the season of Lent is a time of despair, a time when we are reminded of our deep captivity to sin, to powers like racism and sexism and materialism.  We are asked to face the Cross of Jesus straight on, with no filters.  The Trumpster takeover of American politics is one of the current incarnations of that captivity, and our despair is great.  I was reminded recently by one of my African-American friends that their history is what many white people are experiencing now – a deep sense of despair and oppression and loss.  They also reminded me that those of us classified as “white” need to learn from them and their experience:  in the midst of despair, find ways to express the deep pain, and then seek sources of hope and even joy.  So, our first step in this Lenten season is to express our pain, then seek to find sources of hope and joy in a depressing and oppressing time.

The second Lenten practice is more practical:  boycotting those businesses and industries that seem to be yielding or even trumpeting the Trumpster:  Walmart, Amazon, Target, Hobby Lobby, and many others.  The total boycott on February 28 was just a beginning step in this.  And, don’t forget to support businesses like Costco who are resisting the Trumpster.

The third Lenten practice is to participate in demonstrations and marches against the Trumpian capture of American culture.  Fortunately, there are many of those around, and the more prevalent they are, of course the more likely that the Trumpians will respond with threats and other actions.  These do make a difference, so find your place in them.

The fourth practice is to contact your political reps by email, letter and phone, especially by phone.  In the state of Georgia, we’ve heard that for state legislators, ten phone calls on any issue means that the house is on fire, and they must respond.  This is not a time to be silent and wait for the crisis to pass.

The fifth Lenten practice is to be in dialogue with others, and this works on two levels.  First, be in discussion with friends and allies about these issues, so that you can build a community of support that will sustain us all in these times.  Second, be in touch with Trump supporters, so that you can learn their discontents and learn their longings, which led them to support Trump in the first place.  There wiil be openings for movement, as Trump begins to alienate those supporters also.

In this particular season of American history, it is much easier to understand the season of Lent.  Lent is a time when we are asked to remember our captivity to sin, and in our current political situation, that captivity is front and center.  It is what nailed Jesus to the Cross.  Let us keep that before us in the days of this Lenten season.

"A FIRE IN MY BONES"

 “A FIRE IN MY BONES”

Fred Shuttlesworth was born in Alabama in 1922, and though he was raised Methodist, he became a Baptist preacher.  He was a leader in the Civil Rights Movement, especially in Alabama, and he was driven to establish justice.  These words from the prophet Jeremiah describe his burning for justice:  “But if I say I'll never mention the LORD or speak in God’s name, the Word burns in my heart like a fire. It's like a fire in my bones! I am worn out trying to hold it in!” (Jer. 20:9)

He became pastor of Bethel Baptist Church in Birmingham in 1953, and he was a member of the NAACP until the state of Alabama outlawed it i 1956.  He then helped to found the Alabama Christian Movement for Human Rights as a response to Alabama’s actions.  He became a leader in Birmingham in pushing for racial justice.  On December 25, 1956, an attempt was made on Shuttlesworth's life by placing sixteen sticks of dynamite under his bedroom window. He escaped unhurt although his house was heavily damaged. A police officer, who also belonged to the KKK, told Shuttlesworth as he came out of his home, "If I were you I'd get out of town as quick as I could". Shuttlesworth told him to tell the Klan that he was not leaving, and "I wasn't raised to run." 

    In 1957, after he and his wife Ruby attempted to enroll their daughters at a recently integrated public school, Reverend Shuttlesworth was assaulted by an angry mob that set upon him with chains and baseball bats. But when he was taken to the hospital – beaten and bloodied – his doctors were astonished to find that not a single bone was broken. In fact, he didn’t even have a concussion.  At the time, he explained, “The Lord knew I lived in a hard town, so He gave me a hard head.”

He worked with Martin Luther King and others in seeking to move Alabama and other Southern states toward racial justice.  He joined the central cadre of Alabama preachers (King, Abernethy, Lowery) to form the Southern Christian Leadership Conference in 1957.  He became a leader in the Freedom Rides in 1961, although he did not agree with their approach.  The Riders were badly beaten in Anniston and Birmingham, and. Shuttlesworth mobilized some of his fellow clergy to assist the rides. After the Riders were badly beaten and nearly killed in Birmingham and Anniston during the Rides, he sent deacons to pick up the Riders from a hospital in Anniston. He told his deacons to take their shotguns with them and to use them if necessary.  The legendary Diane Nash had these words to say about Shuttlesworth’s leadership:

“ Fred was practically a legend. I think it was important – for me, definitely, and for a city of people who were carrying on a movement – for there to be somebody that really represented strength, and that's certainly what Fred did. He would not back down, and you could count on it. He would not sell out, you could count on that.”

Shuttlesworth worked hard to get MLK and SCLC to come to Birmingham to work for racial justice, and finally in 1963, SCLC came to Birmingham to get into the fray that Shuttlesworth had started.  The Birmingham campaign became an important cog in the Movement, from MLK’s “Letter from a Birmingham Jail” to the infamous but powerful “Children’s Campaign,” a campaign that Shuttlesworth had helped to carry out with Jim Bevel.  He was also a leader in the Selma campaign, which eventually led to the passage of the Voting Rights Act in 1965, a law that ended neo-slavery in the South.

    Shuttlesworth embraced the philosophy of non-violence, even though his own personality was combative, headstrong and sometimes blunt-spoken.  He was not shy in asking King to take a more active role in leading the fight against segregation and warning that history would not look kindly on those who gave "flowery speeches" but did not act on them.  He was a visionary leader with a fire in his bones, even up until his death in 2011.

    Under the presidency of Donald Trump, we are heading back to the kind of oppressive days in which Shuttlesworth lived.  The spirits of George Wallace, Ross Barnett, Orval Faubus, Gene Talmadge, Joe McCarthy and other demonic powers are all rising now to seek to find their places in our lives.  In these days, we are called to find that fire in our own bones, so that we too can be witnesses for justice in our time.  Let us find our place and our voices in these days.

"THE STREAMS OF BLACK HISTORY"

 “The Streams of Black History”

As we enter a very difficult period in American history, we would do well to remember and learn from those who have found life and fought for freedom in more difficult times.  It is one of the gifts of Black History Month which calls us to remember the ancestors and learn from their witness.  

    Charlotte Forten was born in Philadelphia in 1837 as a free Black person, one of the granddaughters of one of the Black wealthiest men in America, James Forten.  She was educated by private tutors, and she became a well-educated woman and a poet.  In the 1850’s, she became involved in the abolitionist movement, penning poems about freedom that William Lloyd Garrison published in “The Liberator,” and that Frederick Douglass published in “North Star.”

After the Civil War broke out in 1861, the Union forces moved to cut off sea lanes from the South.  Early on, they took possession of the Sea Islands near Beaufort, South Carolina, and all the white plantation owners fled the Islands.  In order to prepare for the aftermath of the Civil War, the War Department decided to start schools for Black people  on the Sea Islands, seeking to ascertain what kind of education would be needed by those who were formerly enslaved.  

    This project was called “The Port Royal Experiment,” and many white teachers came down to teach the formerly enslaved people to read and write.  Charlotte Forten had been teaching in the North already, and though she encountered some resistance among the white leadership, she decided to come down to St. Helena Island to teach in the Penn School, as part of the Port Royal Experiment.  She was the first Black teacher there.  She taught there until the end of the Civil War.

After the Civil War, she taught in Massachusetts and back in Charleston, SC, until she moved to DC in 1872 to teach.  There she met the Rev. Francis Grimke, and they were married in 1878. In that marriage, she stepped into another stream of Black history.  Francis Grimke was the nephew of Angelina and Sarah Grimke, two white South Carolina sisters who were anti-slavery and who left the South before the Civil War.  They became famous abolitionists and feminists. 

     Also before the Civil War, the Grimke sisters discovered that their brother Henry Grimke had a relationship with one of his enslaved women, Nancy Weston.  Out of this union came three sons, one of whom was Francis Grimke.  Francis and his brother Archibald escaped from slavery, and they made contact with their aunts. The Grimke sisters helped to finance Francis’s seminary education at Princeton, and they generally supported Francis and his brother Archibald.  Francis later became pastor at Fifteenth Street Presbyterian Church in DC, where he served for almost 50 years.   He helped to found the Niagara Movement with WEB Dubois and later the NAACP.  

    He and Charlotte Forten made a formidable team fo justice, service, and equity.  She wrote a famous journal about her experiences in the Port Royal Experiment and in the white world. Charlotte Forten and Francis Grimke were one of several streams of Black history that came together and improved life for all of us.  May we find our place in those same streams now, because the water will be getting rougher for the next few years.

"A WITNESS FOR OUR TIME"

 “A WITNESS FOR OUR TIME”

    In 2019, Dr. Catherine Meeks and I wrote a book on Ida B. Wells, entitled “Passionate for Justice: Ida Wells as Prophet for Our Time.” We celebrated the life of Ida B., as well as lifting her up as a model for witness in our time. With the ascension of Donald Trump to the presidency and with all the chaos that he has already sown, Wells steps forward as a model for us to contemplate and for us to follow. She had direct engagements with two Presidents, William McKinley and Woodrow Wilson. In both of them, she took them to task: for McKinley’s mild response to a lynching in South Carolina, and for Wilson’s overt racism. 

    Though most of us are not in Wells’ league, Catherine and I suggested that we can draw strength from Wells, as seek to find our way to be a witness for justice and a resister of the reestablishment of white supremacy as the norm in American life.  Wells had been born in Mississippi in slavery in 1862, but she grew up with the legal shackles of slavery broken by the defeat of the South in the Civil War. Her parents had taught her that she was an equal to any person, and she sought to live that idea throughout her life. So, Wells’ first gift to us is to remember who each of us and all of us are: children created with equal dignity by God.

    As neo-slavery began to regain its strength after the Civil War (it is often called “Jim Crow,” but that is a misnomer), Wells began to experience a sense of anger and disgust that white supremacy was seeking to tell her and other Black people that they were inferior. She was outraged that neo-slavery sought to re-establish itself through violence and intimidation, including lynchings.  Wells responded with strength to engage the strength of the return of white supremacy. She would not be defined by white supremacy, and she fought hard to help others find the strength to resist this movement. So, as Trump seeks to re-establish white supremacy in our time, let us remember the deep resistance that Wells demonstrated, and let us find some of that same strength that Wells showed us. We must find ways to resist this Trumpist, white supremacist movement. 

    Second, Wells was not afraid to go public with her resistance. After several Black friends were lynched in Memphis in 1892, she decided to do a study of all the lynchings in the South in the 1880’s-1890’s. The rationale given by white people for the lynchings was that Black men were ravenous for white women, and that these Black men must be put back in their places. In her definitive study published in 1892, she exposed this rationale as totally false and as an excuse to terrorize Black people. Her public stance was both educational and dangerous. Black leaders like Frederick Douglass told her how much her study had helped them. White leaders in Memphis, where she lived at the time of this work, blew up her offices and put a bounty on her head. She was out of town when the terroristic attack happened, and she did not return South for 30 years.

    Third, Wells refused to let white people or men of any racial category define her. Even strong white women like Susan B. Anthony tried to direct her life, and Alice Paul refused Wells’ request to march in the front of the line at the Women’s March for the Vote in DC in 1913.  Undeterred by Paul’s racism, Wells found a way to step into the front of the line in the March.  We do Wells and ourselves a disservice by lifting her high above us, saying that she was so great or so exceptional that we cannot match her work.  While that is true on one level – Wells was truly exceptional – Wells herself would tell us that it is now our tine to step into the March.  The forces of oppression and suppression are gaining strength, and we must speak up and act out.  

"WHERE THE WHITE MAN DOES AS HE PLEASES"

 “WHERE THE WHITE MAN DOES AS HE PLEASES”

During this past week, I was cleaning up in my upstairs office (a never-ending task), and to help pass the time, I was listening to Nanci Griffith’s wonderful CD “One Fair Summer Evening.”  Griffith died three years ago – a big loss to us all.  One of the songs on this CD was “Deadwood, South Dakota,” written by her former husband Eric Taylor.  It is about the westward expansion of those classified as “white,” and the chorus of the song is powerful and could be describing our time right now:

“And the gold she lay cold in their pockets

And the sun she sets down on the trees

And they thank the Lord

For the land that they live in

Where the white man does as he pleases”

Many of Donald Trump’s followers are fueled by this chorus – hoping to regain a world where “the white man does as he pleases.”  All the attacks on DEI, critical race theory, Black history, and teaching about the history of racism are lodged in this complaint by white men:  we want to make America again, to make America white again, to have the white man do as he pleases.  This is why white people elected Trump:  we want to live in a land where the white man can do as he pleases.

The interesting part, of course, is that Trump is not driven by ideology but rather by a deep anxiety and anger about being held accountable.  His insistence on DEI being the cause of the DC plane crash is a bone to his base, but it is also something much deeper.  Three of the five prosecutions of Trump were led by Black people:  Alvin Bragg, Letitia James, and Fani Willis.  Trump is toxic because he wants to blow up the government that has sought to hold him accountable, that has bound him, prosecuted him, convicted him.   And, the real reason for the DC crash is that Republicans have savaged the FAA flight controller budgets for decades, beginning with Reagan’s smashing of the flight controller’s union over 40 years ago.  And, it is a terrible thing to say about the tragic loss of lives in DC and now Philadelphia, but it is the chickens coming home to roost.  We are fortunate that we have dedicated and competent flight controllers, who have prevented many more crashes, but the volume is starting to overwhelm them.

I’m also thinking about the despicable “immigration” raids now being carried out by ICE under Trump’s orders.  There are undoubtedly some immigrants who need to be deported, but now the “shock and awe” approach is stunning.  Many of those being arrested and detained and deported are law-abiding folks, and some of them are here legally.  The desire for white men to do as we please is overwhelming, however, and it is a travesty and a tragedy.  It is reminiscent of the 1850's when "slavecatchers" went North to round up people who had escaped from slavery - not only were people formerly held as slaves terrified and tortured, but many free Black people were also treated in the same despicable manner.  We are that country, whether it is Dixie, or the USA.

So, it is now time to speak up and act out.  Join with other human rights groups, or form your own.  Let your legislators know your opinions.  Donate to groups who are opposing the Trumpster agenda. Go to demonstrations, but also get ready to participate in acts of resistance.  If we fail on this, we will return to the land where the white man does as he pleases, where women are pushed back and where people of color are once again seen legally as second-class persons. 

"DAVID STROUPE!"

 “DAVID STROUPE!”

Our son David Stroupe was born in Norfolk, Virginia, on a snowy evening 45 years ago on January 31, 1980.  He has been a great gift to us and to so many others in this crazy world.  He currently teaches science education at the University of Utah in Salt Lake City, after a long stint at Michigan State.

This year is the year of the Snake on the Chinese zodiac, and in that system, the snake symbolizes wisdom, elegance, and intuition.  David is a snake guy, so this is his year.  He is wise and has great intuition, but elegance is not one of his main qualities.  Indeed, when he was a graduate student at the University of Washington, getting his PhD in science education, his adviser and mentor Dr. Mark Windschitl    indicated that he was impressed with David’s intelligence and work habits.  Dr.  Windschitl told David that he would like to take David to some Congressional hearings, where he sometimes testified before Congressional committees.  He told David, however, that before he would consider taking him, that David would have to get one good pair of shoes – the shoes that he had seen David wearing did not fit that category.  We ended up helping pick out and pay for a “good pair of shoes.”

    As I said, David became a snake guy.  I’m not sure when exactly he crossed over to the world of herpetology, but he learned a lot of it in the creek in front of our house on Kirk Road in Decatur.  He went to Davidson College and was a biology major there.  He was an assistant in herpetology there, and I remember him calling me early in his snake career saying:  “Dad, I caught a snake today, and it bit me 5 times, but don’t tell Mom!”  I replied:  “Well, I hope that it wasn’t a poisonous snake,” and his retort was:  “Dad, I’d never pick up a poisonous snake.”  But, of course he did, as I found out later.

    He became known there as ‘The Snake Guy” because he was often the “go to” guy in what was then a small town – if you had snakes in your house, he would remove them for you.  He also did demonstrations on reptiles and amphibians with church and school groups.  In those demonstrations, it was clear that he was a natural teacher, and that is what he ended up doing.

We had a great time with him and Susan and Erin and Emma and Zoe at our 50th wedding anniversary this summer.  He and Susan organized it and were the emcees for it. Of course, there was dancing, where I once again was recognized as best male dancer.  At the end of the occasion, David and Susan announced that they had arranged for the City of Decatur to install a bench in Harmony Park in the Oakhurst neighborhood, where we labored and did ministry for over 30 years.  The plaque for that bench is in the photograph – if you live in the area, go see it sometime! Harmony Park is located on land where Caroline and I used to lead the Easter parade after Oakhurst worship for singing and proclamation.  It is also a park where we pushed the city of Decatur to establish safe space where Black youth could hang out without being harassed by the gentrifying businesses in the changing neighborhood.  So, we were glad for David and Susan to work this out for this space.

    David has written two books for Harvard University Press and edited others, and this year he is starting a term as editor of the journal “Science Education.”  We are so proud of him, but we are most proud that he has a wide heart and a keen mind– even for snakes.  These qualities make him such a great son, dad, husband, teacher, mentor, friend, and human being.  So many memories, so many stories to tell, so many stories to come!  We give thanks for him being in our lives!  Happy Birthday, David!

"MLK"

 “MLK”

One could hardly imagine a greater contrast on January 20 than the comparison between the national holiday for Martin Luther King, Jr., and inauguration of Donald Trump as the 47th president of the United States.  Though King has been sanitized over the 57 years since his assassination in Memphis, he was a powerful leader for justice and equity.  I will write more on Trump later, but for now, I will say that I have seen his spirit before in the neo-slavery South – Faubus, Wallace, Barnett, Talmadge.  The issue now, of course, is that he intends to make white supremacy even stronger again.  In light of this, I want to revisit a column that I wrote for The Atlantic in 2018, as they reflected on 1968. They asked me to write about Martin Luther King, Jr., and here is that column.  

Doubting MLK During a Strike in Memphis

Reprint from The Atlantic Online

A retired Presbyterian pastor looks back on 1968, when he participated in the civil-rights struggle but hadn’t yet embraced the principles of nonviolence.

Jan 13, 2018

    I was a senior in college in 1968 at Southwestern at Memphis (now Rhodes College), when the garbage workers strike in Memphis came to the public eye.  I joined other Southwestern students who were part of that strike.  That movement was part of a continuing shift for me in my own consciousness, as I began to change from a white person raised in the segregated South to a white person who gradually began to see how captive I was to the power of race.

            I had been taught racism by really decent white people in my hometown on the Arkansas side of the Mississippi River Delta – my family, my church, my teachers.  I believed that white people were superior, and that black people would never be our peers or equals.  If at times my experience seemed to teach otherwise, I was like Thomas Jefferson in his writings on “Notes on Virginia.”  Though he agonized over the ideas of equality and slavery,  he indicated that he could not find evidence of the equality of people of African heritage.

Education was one of my paths out of this total captivity to race.  Though most of my public school teachers were believers in race, one of my English teachers, a Jewish woman in our small Arkansas town, suggested that I read Alan Paton’s “Cry, the Beloved Country” about apartheid in South Africa.  I read it, and in it I met my first black person.  Oh yes, I had seen many black people in my youth, but I had not considered any of them to be a person as I was.

            My college years began to expand my horizons, and I began to hang out with the first black students at Southwestern.   In my junior year, I was one of the leaders of demonstrations that helped to close down a restaurant that refused to serve one of my black friends.   As 1968 began, I joined other white and black young people around the country who had begun to believe that Martin Luther King, Jr. and his way of nonviolence were not only irrelevant, but were counterproductive and even dangerous.   Though I was not yet swayed by H. Rap Brown’s emphasis on the fundamental nature of violence in American life, it seemed to be the only way that justice might come for people of African heritage.  

            I jumped into the garbage strike, going on marches, seeking to organize and educate others.  I was part of group of students who went to churches on Sunday mornings, standing up to interrupt worship to shout “Support the garbage strike.”  We would usually be escorted out of worship, but a few people were sympathetic.   I retired from the ministry in 2017, and I have often wondered what I would have done as a worship leader, if such interruptions had come in my time.  Fortunately, none ever did, and I’d like to think that it was because Oakhurst Presbyterian was such a progressive church, but I know that the issue remains in my heart.

            Many of us felt that there was a possibility of victory in the garbage strike, and when Dr. King agreed to come to Memphis to support the strike, we had ambivalent feelings.  It seemed to us that he was only trying to capture the headlines, and the organizing seemed to be going well without him.   When his first march was organized, it ended in violence, as black youth and police clashed.  Dr. King seemed stunned that the black youth did not hold him and his principle of nonviolence in high esteem, and he was returning to Memphis in early April of 1968 to organize a bigger march that he intended to stay nonviolent.   I had an opportunity to go to Mason Temple to hear what would be his last sermon on April 3, but to my eternal regret, my lack of respect for him and my cynicism kept me from attending.

            I was working in the college library on the evening of April 4, and when my shift ended a little after 6 PM, I was walking out of the library, and one of my black student friends came up to me to say, in anger and in disgust, that Dr. King had been shot and would likely not live.  He then asked me:  “Some of my friends are organizing for the revolutionary fight.  We want to buy guns.  Can you lend me some money to help buy guns?”  I was stunned by his revelation and by his question, and I did not know how to respond.  I have racked my brain, but I cannot remember whether I gave him any money or not.  I was a relatively poor student, and I did not have money to spare anyway. 

            Violence followed in Memphis and throughout the country – the great apostle of nonviolence was gunned down by white people, and it seemed like all hope was lost.  I remember the National Guard armored cars riding up and down the streets in Memphis, and I remember feeling lost and forlorn.  That feeling was strengthened by the assassination of Robert Kennedy two months later and by the violence of the police at the Democratic convention in that summer, followed by the election of Richard Nixon as president that fall.

            I have thought over these events many times since then, and I have gained great respect for Dr. King over the years – I wish that I had known then what I know now!  Though it is greatly diminished, the power of race remains in me.  And, though I understand the impulse and sometimes the agency of violence, I am firmly committed to the principle of nonviolent resistance which Dr. King developed so well.   The continuing struggle for equality for black people, for women, for immigrants, for LGBTQ people reminds me that this struggle is ongoing in American history.  I don’t know if 2018 will be similar to 1968 or not, but I do know that in all of our work, the two forces of love and justice must be kept in proper tension.  As James Cone indicated in his fine book on Dr. King and Malcolm X,  King began with love and moved towards justice, while Malcolm X began with justice and moved towards love.  Both of those must be present if we are to build and sustain movements and communities dedicated to equity and justice.

"CARTER AND TRUMP"

 “CARTER AND TRUMP”

We watched a lot of the proceedings last week as the life of President Jimmy Carter was remembered and celebrated.  Since he was a native Georgian, the local media covered everything, from the service at the Carter Center, to the service at the National Cathedral in DC, to the funeral in Maranatha Baptist Church in Plains, Georgia, where his body was laid to rest next to Rosalyn’s in Plains.  Much was said about his faith, his integrity, his rise to political power, his Presidency, and his post-Presidency.  What struck me most of all was the emphasis on his decency as a human being.  

We remember Carter’s presidency – we were pastors in Norfolk during those years, and we watched closely his attempts to rescue the American hostages from Iran.  The husband of one of our church staff members was involved in the attempted but abandoned rescue effort.  We were impressed that Carter decided early on not to use overt military force to seek to rescue the hostages.  Carter was caught in a policy trap set for many decades – the American use of military and monetary power to maintain a grip on the oil of the Mid-East.  When the first wave of the Arab revolutions came, the anger at the USA poured out.

As grandson Jason Carter put it at the Carter Center (where he is chair of the Board), President Carter was on time but also ahead of his time in regards to the climate and environmental crisis, getting the speed limits lowered to 55 on interstates and installing solar panels on the roof of the White House (which his successor Ronald Reagan removed in the beginning of the Reagan Revolution, which has now culminated in the ascendancy of Donald Trump). 

As we watched the services for Jimmy Carter, it was hard not to compare him to incoming president Donald Trump.  There could not be more differences between them.  Carter seemed to be guided by a genuine sense of his own and other’s humanity, and his faith in God kept him humble and open to his own need for reformation and change.  While Carter admitted in a Playboy interview that he had sinned by lusting after women other than his spouse, Trump has been convicted in civil and criminal courts of sexual assault and bragged about how he knew how to get women by grabbing them by their private parts and invading their space.  In many ways, Trump acts like Roman Emperor Caligula, while Jimmy Carter taught Sunday school as much as he could.  In no small touch of irony, the white Christian Right deserted Carter for Reagan in the 1980 election, and in the 2024 election, Trump won 80% of the white Christian Right vote. For a powerful (and scary) article about this flow to Trump, read my friend John Blake’s column on CNN on January 12 : https://www.cnn.com/2025/01/12/us/white-christian-nationalism-du-mez-cec/index.html.  But, let us also remember – Trump has no landslide mandate.  Had 115,000 votes changed in the Blue Wall states of Michigan, Wisconsin and Pennsylvania, Kamala Harris would be Madame President.

We had our struggles with Jimmy Carter, especially as he sought to take over the Oakhurst neighborhood with his Atlanta Project.  He believed that he knew it all and refused to listen to people like us, who had been in the trenches for awhile.  Fortunately, we knew the local coordinator of TAP, and we worked it out, even getting Rosalyn Carter to come to the church to see some of the programs. But overall, his humanity and his generosity shined through, as we saw in the services last week.  As we await the coronation of the would-be-emperor Donald Trump (about which I’ll have more to say soon), we give thanks for the life, leadership, and decency of Jimmy Carter.